e.j. // prev. soufflespacequeen
this blog started as an eating disorder recovery blog. now it's expanded to also be a fitness & healthy weight loss blog. I don't post a ton of personal stuff, mostly inspiration and #relatable posts. sideblog of myimpossiblesouffles and of my main account teammcarter.
I'm shit at tagging and I'm sorry.
cigarette-free c. october 19, 2011. july 20, 2014.
cut-free c. january 1, 2015.
purge-free c. june 23, 2017. may 8, 2018. may 20, 2018.may 21, 2018. may 28, 2018.
12/20/17 - decision day - 229lb
1/23/18 - first ww weigh-in - 226.8lb
1/30/18 - last january weigh-in - 223.8lb
2/27/18 - last february weigh-in - 214.2lb
3/27/18 - last march weigh-in - 211.0lb
4/24/18 - last april weigh-in - 205.4lb
5/29/18 - last may weigh-in - 197lb
6/26/18 - last june weigh-in - 188.4lb
7/31/18 - last july weigh-in - 187.2lb
8/28/18 - last august weigh-in - 184.2lb
9/4/18 - most recent weigh-in - 185.2lb
goal 1: <220lb
goal 2: <210lb
goal 3: <200lb
goal 4: <190lbgoal: r/loseit mini challenge: 180lbww goal: <95lb final goal: ~90lb
*measurements have been done on 4 different scales, but I consider my ww weight to be my official weight for purposes other than dietbet
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A professor asked if I prefer “Miss” or “Mister” (because nb) and I accidentally said “ya boi” without thinking so now I have a professor that calls me “ya boi Rogers” every time I see him.
when i say “i hate men” im not talking about every individual man in the world, im talking about men as a social class, but if youre the kind of man that gets offended when i say i hate men then i do, specifically, hate you on an individual level
hate to ask yet again, but because of some unforeseen medical expenses and increased utilities, it’s only the beginning of the month and I desperately need to do my best to make sure I have enough money for the rest of it. I’m working on rationing out my food so I can make it last.
I’m already thousands in debt, currently unemployed to deal with health issues (I’ve applied at least one place that might need someone enough to overlook anything negative, but who knows what’ll happen - last family I tried to nanny for checked my FB and found out I had female exes and wanted nothing more to do with me), and I have less than 20$ left to stretch out til at least the end of the year. I’ve paid for heat for the month but will probably have to give up internet for a couple months to pay my medical copays and the heating.
I take fanfic commissions (any ship or character you see on my blog, pretty much [jonsa and gendrya are my main otps atm] but if you don’t see something you’re thinking of, you can just ask) and can (kinda) make icons and graphics, as well as and fanvideos with agent carter clips.
anything, including reblogs, are of help!!! my paypal is here and if you’ve never read my fic, my ao3 is here.
I also have a wishlist, if anyone would rather help out that way than thru paypal - I have grubhub and veganessentials.com gift cards on there for food.
never hesitate to extend a smile, warmth, or love to others, as sometimes even small, simple acts of pure kindness can brighten up someone else’s dark week, month, or year
psych majors should be required to kick it with a mentally ill person for at least 80 hours just to be reminded that we are human and not experiments
As both a psych major and a mentally ill person I cannot begin to tell you how many people I have met in my classes who make me concerned for the safety and health of mentally ill people everywhere, especially the young children who struggle.
adulthood is just a constant struggle of, “man, i want cookies for breakfast, but I also recognize this is a bad nutritional decision. On the other hand, the only one who can stop me is me. i know that fucker’s weaknesses. i could totally take me in a fight.”